Distilled: January 2018

It’s a wisp of air that leaves you, pushing the part of you that registers, beautiful things. Exhaling to create a vacancy inside, a space to make a home for memories, reminders of the most beautiful things in life. To hover in that space and to know that even when you sometimes feel less than full, sometimes empty, you are always, always whole.

Your face, beholden to the sky, your eyes, open.

Wecome to a new year.

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Bourke Street Mall

A rainy beginning.

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Signal Box, Glenferrie Road, Hawthorn
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Vaporetto, Hawthorn

Is it really Melbourne without a cocktail like this?

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The Queen Victoria Building, Sydney

This month I took a trip to visit our sister, Sydney, whom we can’t stand but also kind of love.

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Regent Place, Sydney
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The Strand Arcade, Sydney
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The Grounds of the City, George Street, Sydney
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Gift Shop, Museum of Contemporary Art, Sydney

Gallery lighting is awful, so here’s a photo of the gift shop, from me to you.

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Playfair Street, The Rocks
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Under the Sydney Harbour Bridge, The Rocks
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Under the Sydney Harbour Bridge, The Rocks
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Somewhere in The Rocks

You’re not really in the Rocks until you’re a little bit lost.

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Circular Quay

Note number 10.

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30 Knots, Hunter Street, Sydney
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Construction on Hunter Street
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The Port, Darling Harbour
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Cruise Ship at Circular Quay
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Champagne at Portside, Sydney Opera House, with views of the Sydney Harbour Bridge
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Two Birds at Hyde Park
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Pimm’s at Meriton Festival Village, Hyde Park, Sydney Festival
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Meriton Festival Village, Hyde Park, Sydney Festival
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Paddington Markets, Paddington
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T3 1/2, by Stomping Ground Brewing Company, between T3 and T4, Melbourne Airport, Tullamarine
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Ron Mueck’s Mass, National Gallery of Victoria

A choir was singing hauntingly beautiful music amongst the skulls of Ron Mueck’s Mass.

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Yayoi Kusama’s Flower ObsessionNGV
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Error Code, Melbourne Central

It’s only when we are reminded that we are sobered to the reality that our environment is just as designed as it does exist. I venture to say that this is not an ugly hole in the network, but also a part of nature. The urban and the rural are distinctions made to simplify the spectrum upon which our lives unfold. Different environments hold different forms of existence. A shopping centre, the wilderness, they both are places in which life can happen, albeit differently.

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The World is Ours, and other street life paraphernalia, Turners Alley

The world is everyone’s and everything’s. The world belongs unto itself and we are priveleged to be the most intelligent life forms entrusted with its care.

The places we see and exist in, the places we take photos of, eat in, sit with. This is our world arena, host to all the moments small and large; loved ones loving loved ones, sporting achievements momenteous*, the continual grind of the metro tunnel being built into reality, and the millions of unnoticed, forgotten or misremembered things that slip us by. They happen in the same spaces in which we live.

Also, this moment:

This month, the City of Melbourne left an array of individually ‘graffitied’ pianos in pubic spaces for our enjoyment. The artwork varies from piano to piano, and the locations vary. The people vary. I was on my way to work when I noticed this collaboration in the concourse. A man finishes a song to applause and is approached by another, “Can I join you?”


*I’m talking Roger Federer’s 20th slam at the Australian Open 😉

**I’ve also recently joined Instagram, so follow me if you’d like more of this content, more frequently @ntvenessa


Distilled: December 2017

Another month, another collection of photos to share, this time with a few thoughts of mine. These are frames/compositions/things/images/moments that compelled my deviation from the norm.

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Flinders Street Station, Melbourne

You might recognise this familiar grey as the omen of December storms past. It was something the state emergency services warned you about. Maybe you were waiting for a text reply from a friend but got a storm instead. Maybe they are the same?

Thought Capsule: What kind of bombshell will be left?

I was standing on the platform at Flinders Street Station, and was also, standing by the Huangpu River, looking up at the Shanghai Tower.

It marvels me that people can build such structures that pierce through the fog. Admittedly, the Eureka Tower is significantly smaller than the Shanghai Tower, but, in essence they are the same. Both structures were engineered as new platforms for viewing what is increasingly the same storm.

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Isabella Williams Memorial Park, Deer Park

I am running, too slowly, but my feet continue to hit the concrete. It is my will and gravity’s will. My heart feels small, but persistent. I look up at the sky and look back down at the pavement. It tells me to pick it up.

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Tandoori Times, Anderson Street, Yarraville

She laughs, brightly, piercing through whatever fog or stew you’re sitting in.

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Burger Bollard, Flinders Street, Melbourne
Faraday Street, Carlton
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Corner of Little Bourke Street and Swanston Street, Melbourne
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The Somber Sombrero, Brunswick Street, Fitzroy

This is a point of creative departure unto itself. What shenanigans had befallen the formely hatted person involved on this Saturday night? More to the point, what else for this singular sombrero?

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Housing Development on Bourke Street

I’m not sure what the artist meant, if anything by it, but it was painted on corporate construction on Bourke Street, which is, to some, a home. A piece of cardboard, a hat, a something that gets you through it.

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Balaclava Ice Cream Sandwich, Cuppa Turca Dondurma & Desserts


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View of the Carlton Hotel, Bourke Street
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Bird, Sydney Road, Brunswick
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Little Mule Café, Somerset Place, Melbourne
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Scorpion, Somerset Place, Melbourne
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Live Music at the Naked Egg, Ballarat Street, Yarraville
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Save the Campbell Arcade, Sticky Institute, Campbell Arcade, Melbourne

If you didn’t already know, Campbell Arcade is that underground space connecting Flinders Street Station to Degraves Street. It starts in the middle of the big old station, burrowing under Flinders Street. Sometimes access is closed, sometimes it is open. It widens, provides homes for the newsagency, the handmade clothes shops, the record shop, the coffee shop, the zines stop and keeps running until it becomes a Belgian waffle stop. Occasionally the art in the displays change. Once, I overheard a class of school kids on a walking tour react in outrage, confusion, surprise on discovering that there existed, once, a bowling alley further along. Their hopes lingered as they subsequently discovered that it was still mainly there, just boarded up and severely disused.

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The Village Larder, Woodend

Here you will find the world’s best coconut and cherry meringue slice.

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This was the weather on the morning of the bushfire.

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Grassfire at Turpins Falls

This is the beginning of the bushfire.

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Little Mule Unicycle, Somerset Place

I stopped to take a photo and looked up to see a purple haired girl stop too. Monday she leaves for someplace else, she doesn’t know, backpack packed on her back, she is as far as she can be away from Denmark before she starts turning back. Neither of us rides a unicycle.

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The Pillars, Mount Martha

Sometimes the shape of the earth is perfect, just perfect for diving off.

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The Pillars, Mount Martha

Sometimes the ocean is an invitation.

The Unconventional Route, The Pillars, Mount Martha

& sometimes you take the, let’s be honest, dumbest way to get to where you want to be, but it’s alright. Two trees that stand a little further apart from each other than usual can be construed as a pathway and technically you can crash through the bush and call it walking. Your accidental blunder contributes to the poetry of the moment. Seize it.

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Plump Organic Grocery, Ballarat Street, Yarraville
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De-Frosty, South Melbourne Market
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Freshly Ground, Swanston Street



Distilled: November 2017

Westfield, Geelong
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Traffic Signal Box, Geelong Waterfront
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Real Music Vinyl, Little Malop Street, Geelong
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Winged Girl by Laura Alice, James Street, Geelong
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The Archibald Prize, Geelong Gallery
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There There, Malop Street, Geelong
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The Southbank Shoe, Sandridge Bridge
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The Southbank Shoe, Sandbridge Bridge
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Cubicles of Eka, Eka Wholefoods, Seddon
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Cubicles of Eka, Eka Wholefoods, Seddon
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The Science of BBall, Kickz101, Collins Street, Melbourne
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234 Collins Street, Melbourne
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Up In Smoke, Hopkins Street, Footscray
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Footscray via Sunsine, The Footscray Hotel, Hopkins Street
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Jam With Your Neighbour, Fire Hydrant, Albion Station, Sunshine North
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Melko, Howey Place, Melbourne
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Federal Coffee Palace, GPO, Melbourne
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Gnome Village from Afar, Keilor Park


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Princes Bridge Paraphernalia, Princes Bridge
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No_One Ever Really Dies, Ormond
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The Bitcoin Florist, Bunch After Bunch, North Road, Ormond
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The Bitcoin Florist, Bunch After Bunch, North Road, Ormond
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Ulupna Road, Ormond
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The House of Dior, NGV
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The Sun Sets in the West
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Flinders Street Station

Project: Distilled

So I’ve decided to give this place a little colour/jazz/oomph

in fact, a lot more,

in addition to the words, of course.

Photograpy’s the medium, and you can now expect monthly collections of things that catch my eye.

What kinds of things?


I’m excited, and I hope you like them.

Starting December 2017, with photos from November 2017.

Featured image is of Lake St Clair, Tasmania, Australia

To My Sister and My Brother (in-law), On Your Happiest Day (yet)


The privilege of witnessing a love like this has been my heartfelt honour. I post this speech, the one I gave on their day, with their full consent.

I hope that when you find your own love, you will know.

I trust you will.

I am feeling so many emotions right now, but within this immense happiness, I am also feeling very lucky to be the youngest of so many loving sisters.

In particular, I have been blessed to have shared a wealth of experiences with Thuy. Together we’ve climbed the most reverent mountains and jumped into limitless skies. Imagine stretching as far as you possibly can and realising that the sky was not the limit. And never was. Skydiving with Thuy was like holding the impossible. Such moments in life, are truly, exceptional.

Those of us who are privileged with loving Thuy and being loved by Thuy, know that there exists a kind of love that is more than an absence of something like fear or doubt, and more than simply the addition of something, like warmth or safety. Instead it is the kind of love that forces you to redefine your limits of expression. It is expansive. Much like the universe.

So if you imagine the planets and stars as happiness, joy, support, and so on, and the vacuum between as space cleared to highlight those things that make life beautiful, you get fairly close.

But exceptional love, isn’t adding up the planets and the stars and subtracting the dust. It is the very fabric on which the universe exists. It is the landscape to the architecture we build. By default, everything we are becomes a narrative told within this fabric, this space. And exceptional love is the kind of space that is always expanding, equipping you and inspiring you to design your stars, together.

Since I was little, Thuy has always inspired my understanding of the world to expand into new dimensions. From the strength of your reach, the depth of your person, the heights you can climb and the volume of your voice, my navigation through life has been underscored by a sisterly love so encompassing and so generous, it is always larger than yesterday.

Thuy is my biggest cheerleader. There for me in the worst of times, and the inspiration behind the best of times.

So when Thuy met David, I felt like I kind of met David too. In the way that sisters talk about what happens on dates.

And then, I actually met David. I remember thinking how quiet he was. But in retrospect it was probably because I was nervous and talking an absurd amount. But David will do that. Listen to you with the most generous ear, even when you’re not saying much at all. And the more I get to know David, the more I know he is the kind of person who does not simply possess qualities. He isn’t a vessel in which kindness is carried and from which it is expressed, rather kindness forms and is cultivated from somewhere within. And that is much rarer.

Thuy says David gives the best compliments. You might be tempted to say it’s easy when it’s Thuy he’s complimenting after all. I think the best compliments are genuine and precise. And I think David is meticulous and thoughtful in such an admirable way that can only manifest itself as the pervasive support integral to love.

I know, however, that Thuy and David’s love for each other can only be defined by their own dimensions. It seems that everything they do stems from an internal, conscientious choice that is then expressed. And they do so, consistently, and generously.

Everyone, these are two, exceptional people, and as is often the case with exceptional people, their love is just so.

Thuy, David, I wish for you always, a beautiful, limitless sky. I know your story will be exceptional.


An immense grief anchors this city, tethering Hiroshima to its past. To be here is to carve your emotional real estate bare and lay it in offering. Such tragedy cannot be contained within one person. Hope for peace cannot be contained within one person.

I had not known school children were mobilised during the war and that because of this, so many more had died that day on August 6th, 1945.

I’m sitting here, just having exited the museum. I am sitting on a bench behind the children’s monument where countless paper cranes hang in offering. There will always be an absence in our history, no matter the time elapsed. But peace is the result of a collective hope, cultivated.


The cranes collect.

The garden is cultivated.


The city moves and yet exists in reverence. I think about the immense pressure the world is bearing and I wonder about negative pressure. How it was a second blow, returning for an encore in a city already devastated.


Everything is consequential.

People died, are dying.

Trees grow upward from damaged soil.

Sakura season comes again.

A city rebuilds.



I am still preparing for the unimaginable. The unspeakable scenes we continue to rehearse each day in this world are enough to fill a person. A class of Japanese school children recite words in unison before offering their paper cranes. Their contribution adds to the collection, filling the row of little clear booths facing the monument.


A bell rings.

It resonates.


It is not the physical presence of paper cranes but the consciousness of their purpose that imbues me with a pin prick of hope. And that is hope enough.

Welcome to my Blog: A Six-Part Story Involving Several Minor Crimes and the Cultivation of the Greatest Love of my Life

Part One: The Unveiling

I remember, vividly, how my oldest sister bought me a novel when I was eight. Up until then I regarded books with spines as something sacred for adults, more so, if their covers were not illustrated in primary colours and their pages contained no pictures, you probably needed a license to read them. I had copiously read picture books; mostly fiction, some ‘educational’, even a pictorial atlas and an illustrated dictionary, but never a novel. You are possibly thinking that I must have been a rather strange child to have been reading a dictionary, and I suppose you wouldn’t be wrong.


Part Two: The Epiphany

I spent the next week engrossed. I didn’t pay attention in class. But owing to the fact that my teacher was on maternity leave, I had no allegiance to the series of inconstant substitutes who tried to replace her anyhow. I read on the bus. And I’d secretly cherish every single delay because it meant another moment of uninterrupted reading. I stayed up as late as possible and then found refuge under my blanket with a torch. It was the first time I knowingly got myself into trouble staying up past my bedtime because I had decided the rewards far outweighed the risks. My parents punished me in a myriad of ways, but they were all bearable if I still got to read. And they weren’t bad parents for punishing my reading habits, they just wanted me to also eat and sleep and do other necessary things. But I had to keep reading. I just couldn’t believe what I’d been missing out on. I felt like my world had multiplied in its vastness and I was so excited about everything that could possibly be. It was a singular experience and I treasure that novel and everything it gave me, but really, it wasn’t just a novel my sister had given me, it was a license to imagine.


Part Three: The Dark Side

Next came a series of devious actions resting on questionable morals: I became a library monitor at school so I could manipulate the system. I was waging war with library rules.


  1. We could only borrow two books at a time.
  2. Books were due after two weeks’ time.
  3. You could only reserve one book at a time.


I was easily reading two books a week, i.e. falling in love twice a week and I was determined to get my hands on as many as possible which would have been fine, you’d think, if I had just returned books as soon as I’d read them. But that would be unspeakable! Each reading was forming a bond with the words in my hands and I could hardly bear the thought of giving up a firstborn, firstly because I was not a mother, but an eight year child, and secondly, because every book I loved was precious. I wanted them all with the hungry greediness of obsession.


So when I became a library monitor — which was easy because I was an overachiever and persuasive with teachers, I wroughted the system. I deactivated the books that I wanted, affectionately rubbing the magnetic strips like a comic book villain and would take as many as I wanted. But I convinced myself that I was still a good child — reading was a noble thing and I wasn’t going to take them for good, and indeed I always brought them back, just a little late. And I tried to be considerate — I knew which ones were popular and made sure they were returned first. I just wanted to hold onto the ones that I loved for a little while longer. I wanted to reread my favourite parts out loud and wanted to hold the words against my chest as I slept. And I had to fuel this new addiction somehow. In all honesty, I think it worked out rather well.


When new books were accepted into the library, I had first dibs. I put more than one book on hold for myself, and several others I wanted under fake names. Once, I saw the librarian override an overdue book status with a pin and I remembered the combination. I hid books.


But I also recommended to others. THIS ONE IS AH-MAY-ZINGGG! Younger me would bellow. Many of us would spend lunchtimes reading (when we weren’t playing downball or tiggy) and we got a little bit aggressive.


Have you read all the Geronimo Stiltons yet?

I can’t believe you haven’t read The Gizmo yet!

I finished that in three days, how many days did it take you?


Part Four: The Writers

Somewhere along the lines I discovered that books could make me cry. Books had introduced me to new dimensions with fantasy. I had read Eion Colfer and Isobelle Carmody but I hadn’t before considered that books were also vessels for our deepest longings. I read tragedy and prized the tears that stained the pages. I was moved, and continue to be moved by books of astounding sensitivity. There are human stories folded within literature and I realised that the writers of books were whole human beings. I was reading the echoes of their hearts and their loosely disguised desires. I learned to be gentle.


This nicely coincided with authors visiting my school. I thought them the world.


Part Five: The Intermittent Years

I continued to read every day of my life, refining my tastes and always finding something surprising. I remember cackling as I read Douglas Adams for the first time and redefining the concept of ‘great book’. I fell into deeper love when I discovered Jane Austen and into my deepest love yet when I discovered poetry.


Part Six: The Beginning

Then I realised I could write.


Welcome to my blog.